Wednesday, January 05, 2005
i don't know what i'm thinking about right now .. i don't know what to do .. i don't know what to write (~_~) .. i'm kinda bored , since i have nothing to do .. i want to do something actually, but i have no idea ..
my usual activity, which is watching TV (^^;) , is kinda boring too .. everyday and every hour , in every show , always talks about tsunami disaster .. i don't know, i just bored with that topic .. yeah i know it's really horrible .. and at first i felt sad about the victims too .. and i'm sure if i was there, i would be really lost too .. but to watch about that news everyday, somehow makes me bored .. not only the news programs, that i confused sbout ; one whole hour only talks about tsunami, as if there's no other topic to be discussed .. and it happens in all programs .. yes i know clearly, we as people that are safe, should be sad about it, but i think it's overexpossed .. i'm not a cold-hearted person (am i ?) , i just think that it's not right to always show it .. we all know it was horrible .. we all know that there are so many dead bodies .. we all know that the cities and villages are ruined .. but do we have to watch it again and again ? i think i saw in the 3 television stations, all showed the same spot and same topic .. well it's good to show it to the world, to let the world know that the disaster really makes a very deep wound for Indonesia .. but i think the TVs can do better jobs than what they've been doing lately .. find another place ? find another victims ? don't report something that already has been reported by another station .. cause it's looked like overexpossed ..
anyway, yesterday i was wondering about what makes me dead later .. is it also disaster like this ? or accident ? or because illness ? .. to be honest, since i was a kid, when i think about it, i usually imagine that i'm dying because of illness .. i had a dream about the end of the days also, when i was still in junior high school, if i'm not mistaken, in my dream, something from space crashed the earth and destroyed everything .. haha, don't take it too serious .. it's only a kid's fantasy .. i think i had watched too much sci-fi movies at that time (^^;) .. once i had a dream that someday there'll be a mutant creature that changes everyone like zombies, it is so Resident Evil right .. usually when i woke up after having those kind of dreams, i laughed .. geez, i think i had too much sleep xD .. haha well okay anyway , i don't know anything about my dead time, of course everyone doesn't know it right ? only God knows it .. i don't know about Armageddon too, although i know that it's mentioned in the Bible .. i barely touched it .. but i know, before our souls are taken, we have to use our times wisely .. (nyambung gak seh ? geez .. i really don't know what i'm typing about, sorry .. i even don't know what i feel like now ..)
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