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Friday, January 28, 2005...

pernah ga bener2 ga bisa melupakan sesuatu ? sampai sekuat tenaga kita berusaha melupakannya, mungkin kita bisa tidak memikirkannya untuk beberapa waktu, namun begitu ada satu hal saja bahkan hal kecil sekalipun yg berkaitan, kita teringat kembali dan kembali ke titik semula ?

akhir akhir ini, hal itu sering terjadi lagi.. meski resolusi dan tekad baru untuk memulai hidup baru sudah dibuat, ternyata memang susah untuk lepas dari masa lalu..
kalo mau dibilang aku terlalu sensitif dan childish, mungkin juga benar ? yang jelas, perasaan ku tak bisa lepas dr masa lalu ..

bisa dibilang, hampir sebulan ini aku kalo dibilang sibuk juga gak .. masih sama seperti hari2 liburan yg lalu, hampir total nganggur sih .. tp perasaanku bener2 biasa aja .. gak berpikir yang macem2, yg bisa bikin drop etc ..
seharian ini juga, aku lalui dgn biasa saja ..

namun, hanya dgn melihat hal sepele saja, aku kembali ke titik awal .. tiba2 saja drop dan harus menata ulang perasaanku dari awal .. ya sebenarnya sih memang sepele .. seperti yang sudah aku tulis di posting sebelumnya, ketika aku merasa "happy for nothing" , malam ini pun ketika aku online, aku merasa begitu lagi .. suddenly i'm lost.. pdhl cuma karena melihat nickname eX yg kayanya bnr2 romantis en pol in lop haha .. i'm so embarrased (^^;) .. so childish .. cos i already knew it since long time ago .. sorry kalo bacanya udah serius bgt, ternyata penyebabnya sepele bgt ya ? well i dunno .. i'm stuck again at the same spot .. why can't i just be a brand new person, with new hope and never look behind ?

salut untuk dia, why are you so special, sampai bisa stuck in my heart forever ?
but i guess, i have to face the world with more strength ..

nCy.voiLa @ 4:22 am
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~ " nanz "
~ nickname : ^[voiLa]^
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~ 11.10.1985 - LibRa di tahun KerBau
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there's something 'bout the way you look tonight ..
there's something bout the way that, i can't take my eyes off you ..

there's something 'bout the way your lips invite ..
maybe it's the way that i get nervous when you're around ..

and i want you to be mine ..
and if u need a reason why,

it's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me ..
the way that i want you tonight ..
it's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when i can't find the right words to say ..
you feel it in the way
you feel it in the way

there's something 'bout how you stay on my mind ..
there's something 'bout the way that i whisper your name when i'm asleep ..
Oh .. no ..
maybe it's the look you get in your eyes ..
oh baby it's the way that makes me feel to see you smile ..

and the reasons they may change,
but what i'm feeling stays the same ..

it's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me ..
the way that i want you tonight ..
it's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when i can't find the right words to say ..
you feel it in the way
you feel it in the way
....
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i can't put my fingers on just what it is
that makes me love you,
you baby ..

so don't ask me to describe,
i get all choked up inside,
just thinking 'bout the way ..
....
it's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me ..
the way that i want you tonight ..

it's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when i can't find the right words to say ..

it's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me ..
the way ..
you feel it in the way

there's something 'bout the way you look tonight ..
there's nothing more to say than
i feel it in the way

- Clay Aiken - The Way -