... ~*~ CaTaTan seORanG boDoH ~*~ ...

Saturday, February 05, 2005...

Ada Band berkisah dalam Manusia Bodoh .. mengenai seseorang yang mempunyai kenangan bersama seorang yg special, yang meskipun sebenarnya menyakitkan, meskipun sebenarnya seharusnya sudah berlalu, namun perasaan yang pernah ada selalu ada .. Ada Band menyebutnya sebagai manusia bodoh .. tersakiti, ditertawakan, bahkan mungkin si Dia pun sudah melupakan kita, namun masih bertahan ? bodohkah ? karena memang tidak ada yang bisa disalahkan .. menyalahkan Dia ? menyalahkan situasi ? menyalahkan diri sendiri ?

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Dahulu terasa indah , Tak ingin lupakan .. Bermesraan slalu jadi Satu kenangan manis ..

Tiada yang salah , Hanya aku manusia bodoh .. Yang biarkan semua ini Permainkanku berulang-ulang kali

Mencoba bertahan sekuat hati , Layaknya karang yang dihempaskan ombak .. Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka , Serahkan cinta tulus di dalam takdir ..

Tak ayal tingkah lakumu , Buatku putus asa .. Kadang akal sehat ini Tak cukup membendungnya

Hanya kepedihan Yang slalu datang menertawakanku .. Dia belahan jiwa , Tega menari indah di atas tangisanku

Mencoba bertahan sekuat hati Layaknya karang yang dihempaskan ombak .. Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka , Serahkan cinta tulus di dalam takdir
Tapi sampai kapankah ku harus Menanggungnya .. kutukan cinta ini

Semua kisah pasti ada akhir Yang harus dilalui Begitu juga akhir kisah ini Yakinku indah ...

Mencoba bertahan sekuat hati Layaknya karang yang dihempaskan ombak Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka Serahkan cinta tulus di dalam takdir
Tapi sampai kapankah ku harus Menanggungnya .. kutukan cinta ini .. bersemayam dalam kalbu ..
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from my experience , i do have someone like that .. he's so unique, so special, so attached in my heart .. no matter what i do, i still can't get over him .. i mentioned it before, he's already over me .. but i had the same situation like that song described in the v'clip .. but what can i do ? i can't change the fact, we're not together again .. and i think we won't get back, for the same situation .. sometimes i do feel that i'm stupid .. and of course it makes me feel sad and desperate, blank, dunno what to do to face the world .. but i can't change the fact, i have to give up , and continue my days ..

i have a little habit .. when i go walking, i always spend a couple minutes to look above .. i dunno why, i just like it ... in daytime, if the wheather is good, it's nice to see the clouds are moving following everywhere the wind blows them to .. at night, i usually look for stars .. if i can't find any, i see the moon .. look at it and see that the clouds around it also moving ..
maybe you don't care about it as much as i do .. but for me, those things can make me calm .. for i know, the clouds never stop moving, the earth never stop spinning, the stars never stop sparkling .. even after storms, the sun keeps shining the day after .. one quote says " Look for a rainbow in every storm. "
Based on that, i can encourage myself to keep walking, with a little strength i got .. cause i know i can't just stuck in the same spot, i still have responsibilities to do for my family, especially my mom ..

maybe my heart stays in the same place .. forever ? but my mind has to think further .. aaaRRggH, why can't i just change my heart ? anyway, i don't regret my past .. what would happen,happened .. i can't deny it .. he'll always have a place in my life .. for another, they gave good experience too, although they hurted me but i always can take a good lesson from it ..

geez i guess i need some help .. how to stay strong with all the pains inside ?

nCy.voiLa @ 5:14 am
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there's something 'bout the way you look tonight ..
there's something bout the way that, i can't take my eyes off you ..

there's something 'bout the way your lips invite ..
maybe it's the way that i get nervous when you're around ..

and i want you to be mine ..
and if u need a reason why,

it's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me ..
the way that i want you tonight ..
it's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when i can't find the right words to say ..
you feel it in the way
you feel it in the way

there's something 'bout how you stay on my mind ..
there's something 'bout the way that i whisper your name when i'm asleep ..
Oh .. no ..
maybe it's the look you get in your eyes ..
oh baby it's the way that makes me feel to see you smile ..

and the reasons they may change,
but what i'm feeling stays the same ..

it's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me ..
the way that i want you tonight ..
it's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when i can't find the right words to say ..
you feel it in the way
you feel it in the way
....
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i can't put my fingers on just what it is
that makes me love you,
you baby ..

so don't ask me to describe,
i get all choked up inside,
just thinking 'bout the way ..
....
it's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me ..
the way that i want you tonight ..

it's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when i can't find the right words to say ..

it's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me ..
the way ..
you feel it in the way

there's something 'bout the way you look tonight ..
there's nothing more to say than
i feel it in the way

- Clay Aiken - The Way -