Wednesday, February 23, 2005
hmm.. i think i'm going to write a really long one this time, hope you won't get bored .. (^^;) cos i have so many things to talk about..
lately, it's been a tiring days for me .. i didn't get enough sleep .. hmm, i'll start from sunday .. well sunday's not really tiring actually, just had a peaceful time of mine, and only went for dinner with mellissa and her sister (felice couldn't come anyway, cos she was sick.. hmm, why were there so many sick people that time ?) .. but then when i come home after that, i started to design for fenfend's blogskin .. and it took hours !! i started around 11 / 12 pm and couldn't finished until morning .. well it wasn't really finished actually, still got problems in some points .. cause errr, i'm still learning right ? (@_@) and when the clock showed '7.05 am' i decided to continue it later after school, cos i had class that day on 10.30 !! and guess what ? when i was supposed to only have rest for a bit, i overslept and i woke up on 10.20 .. eventhough i rushed to bathroom and run to the school, i wouldn't make it anyway, i'd still late .. so then i decided to sleep again hahaha until 11.30 i guess and go to school around 12 .. and you can check on my timetable, my next class is on 03.30 .. so after had lunch, what would i do ? hmm, then i decided to go to
RMIT International Students Office which is located in RMIT Bussiness building, 3 blocks from my building (-___-') .. there, first i asked the enquiries about my bachelor degree's offer form which is written will be commenced on july, and i can't finished my diploma that time, so i need to change it to next year .. but the office gave me a deferral program form, and hey why don't i also change my course ? after been in confusal for days, which one i'm going to take for bachelor, it or cs ? and after read the brochure that provided in that office, *siGh* okay .. i decided,
i'll take IT .. i didn't want to take any risk to go to CS, cause i don't want to spend lots of money that my mom gives me with bad results .. at least i think IT will be more easier for me .. (>_<) i'm so sad that i don't have a smart brain , but well okay .. that doesn't matter anymore .. so i hope i'll get my
Bachelor of Applied Science (Information Technology) with good marks .. wish me luck, okay ?
hmm.. then after changed my course (it's finished around 2.40 o_O .. so many people there, so long the queue was ..) i walked to my building again (*siGh* i had much walk this day.. can you imagine how tired i was ? had to walk all day, and only had 4 hours to sleep ?) .. then, attended the afternoon class with blur mind, couldn't even understand what the teacher was saying anyway (^^;) .. i planned to have some sleep again after class, but when i got home, i ended up in front of my comp again, was trying to construct fenfend's blogskin again .. and hmm.. finally it's finished at tuesday's morning around 2.. (well you can check it if you'd like to, just open fenfend's blog, it's there on my links list.. errr.. it's not a really great blogskin actually, just edit a wallpaper with some writings with usual fonts .. err i don't have unique collections of fonts and pictures, so it looks plain actually >_< hiks .. sorry fend, couldn't give more than that ..)
so i went to sleep around 3 (@_@) .. but i had to wake up around 8, cos my first class of that day was in 09.30 .. aaaRRgh, i was still sleepy (~_~) in 2 days i only slept for almost 9 hours, out of the 18 hours recommended sleep time ? and in addition in tuesday, my classes are started from the morning until afternoon (o_O) .. i was too sleepy until i ended up sleeping for a while in one subject hehehee... (^^;) *embarrassed* ..
hmm.. so after class , i went back to home, and usual activities, touching my computer hahaha can't live without it .. and after that i went to sleep around 10 pm, and woke up at 9 am this morning !! hahaha.. and after watched some animes, i went to sleep again at 11 and woke up around 3 pm.. hmmm.. long sleep, huh ? well fulfilling my lost sleep time for 2 days ago (^^;) although i felt dizzy when woke up first, too much sleep straightaway i think.. and right now, after i did 1 online test (i have 2 online test every week !!) with well not 100% success, some questions i answered wrong hiks .. i'm thinking about one of my teacher's quote,
are our brains like RAMs or HDs ? hehehe.. for some people maybe their brains are like HDs, so they can storage lots of informations for long time so they are called '
clever' .. i wanna be like them though, i think my brains are most RAMs (-_-') .. i get easily forget my lessons quickly, like what RAMs do, shut down your computer and the memory there are lost .. have to save your data first to HD if you don't want to lose it right ? but how can we manage our brain like our computer ? i want that questions be answered o_O .. cause i want my brain consists of lots of HD capacity, and a little RAM memories (^^) not right now, i guess my RAM memories are more than my HD capacity (~_~)
hmm i found one little fantasy story, forwarded by one of my friend in my friendster via bulletin board, and i'd like to post it here, cause i found it interesting, eventhough it's just a fantasy story, i hope you won't get bored, cos i felt that way when i first read it (^^;) yeah it's true.. at first lines i thought, " what is this story about ? weird .. " and after few lines, i felt confused and thought , " huh ? is this going somewhere ? i don't understand .. " ...
but i kept reading and i had to read until the last paragraph to understand it clearly (~_~) .. hehehe.. so damn slow yeah ? so anyway, here's the story ..
Mengapa Cinta Itu Buta ?Pada masa dulu, sebelum dunia diciptakan seperti yang kita kenal sekarang, dan
manusia belum lagi menginjakkan kakinya di sana, semua sifat kebaikan dan kejahatan
berkeliaran tak tentu arah dan merasa bosan, tak tahu apa yang hendak dilakukan.
Suatu hari, mereka berkumpul dan merasa lebih bosan lagi daripada sebelumnya,
sampai ketika Kecerdikan mengemukakan usul :"Mari kita bermain petak umpet."
Mereka semua menyukai ide tsb, dan secara tiba2 Madness/Kegilaan berteriak: "Aku ingin menghitung, biar aku saja yang menghitung!"
Dan karena tidak ada yang cukup gila untuk ingin mencari kegilaan, semua yang lain
setuju saja. Kegilaan segera bersandar kepohon dan mulai menghitung, "Satu, dua,
tiga..." Sementara Kegilaan menghitung, semua sifat kebaikan dan kejahatan tsb
bersembunyi. Kelembutan menggantung dirinya di ujung bulan, Pengkhianatan
bersembunyi di tumpukan sampah. Kasih sayang bergulung di antara awan, dan Nafsu
Kegairahan pergi ke tengah2 bumi. Kebohongan berkata akan bersembunyi di
bawah batu, tapi ternyata justru bersembunyi di dasar danau. Sementara itu, Ketamakan masuk ke dalam kantung yang kemudian ternyata dirobeknya karena kantung itu dirasanya tidak nyaman.
Dan Kegilaan masih terus menghitung, "Tujuh puluh sembilan, delapan puluh, delapan puluh satu..." Ketika itu, semua sifat tsb telah bersembunyi --- kecuali Cinta. Seperti keragu-raguan, demikianlah cinta, dia tak bisa memutuskan kemana harus
bersembunyi.
Dan ini tentu tidak mengejutkan karena kita semua tahu betapa sulitnya
menyembunyikan cinta. Pada saat Kegilaan sampai pada hitungan ke-99, Cinta segera
melompat bersembunyi ke kebun bunga Mawar.
Dan dengan bersemangat Kegilaan berbalik dan berteriak, "Bersiaplah, ini aku
datang! Akan kutemukan kalian semua"
Kemalasan adalah yang pertama ditemukan, karena dia bahkan tidak punya energi untuk
mencoba bersembunyi, disusul oleh keragu-raguan, yang masih mondar-mandir karena
tak tahu ke mana harus sembunyi.
Kemudian, secara hampir beruntun Kegilaan segera menemukan Kelembutan di ujung
bulan, Kebohongan didasar danau dan Gairah di tengah2 bumi. Satu persatu
Kegilaan menemukan mereka semua, kecuali lagi2 Cinta. Kegilaan mulai menjadi
semakin gila, karena putus asa untuk menemukan Cinta.
Tapi Kecemburuan yang iri pada Cinta yang belum juga ditemukan, berbisik pada
Kegilaan, "Kau hanya perlu mencari Cinta, dan dia bersembunyi di semak bunga
Mawar." Kegilaan mengambil garpu taman dan menusuk2annya serampangan kearah
semak Mawar. Dia terus menusuk2 sampai terdengar suara tangis memilukan yang
membuatnya berhenti. Cinta keluar dari persembunyiannya sambil menutup
mukanya dengan tangan. Di antara jari2nya mengalir darah segar yang ternyata berasal
dari kedua belah matanya.
Kegilaan yang terlalu bersemangat untuk menemukan Cinta, tanpa sengaja telah
melukai mata dari Cinta. "Apa yang telah kulakukan!" teriaknya menyesal. "Aku telah
membuatmu buta! Bagaimana aku harus memperbaikinya?"
Cinta menjawab, "Kau tak mungkin memperbaikinya. Tapi kalau kamu bersedia
melakukan sesuatu untukku, kamu bisa menjadi penuntunku."
Dan semenjak itulah, Cinta itu buta namun dia bisa melihat dalam kegelapan, karena
dia selalu didampingi oleh Kegilaan..so, how is it ? do you like it ? i hope so .. hmm, i'm finished here.. got nothing to talk anymore .. i'll think i'll post some stories tomorrow, i found more interesting stories actually, but i guess this post's already too long ..
nCy.voiLa @ 5:58 pm
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